think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

bro i read nothing in my life

was it worth it

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

the site i am dreaming

i really havent


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i love it here

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

autonomy of learning

its performative

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

you cannot feed someone truth

Lift Analysis

propensity within someone


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

magnetisation/form

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

division of reality is straying away from it

as in

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

December 2025

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a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Thank you, Jack

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet