the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you, Jack

Lift Analysis

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

isaac

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i understand

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

autonomy of learning

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this will be about a slug

so at the end

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

magnetises a pin