nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

isaac

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the site i am dreaming

so at the end

i really havent

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

...

all that is to say

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

division of reality is straying away from it

i have read not even 1 book

December 2025

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I Write Goodbye Letter

that looks like my instagram account

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

idk

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

IWGD

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

send your tumblr

bro i read nothing in my life

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"