its performative

as in

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

so an active mazelike process

you cannot feed someone truth

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so the method has to be autonomous

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever


that looks like my instagram account

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Better Lift

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mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation 

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ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

idk

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate