no longer writing in the third person

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

all that is to say

idk

autonomy of learning

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

isaac newton

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

no i haven't really read anything

like magnets

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.


that looks like my instagram account

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

2 (actually index). two is company

was it worth it

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Rain, starting

its good short few pages

sorry i am texting like a slav

...

which magnetises chains of pins

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

yes

ion

and the fake qualifier

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Can I see

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.