Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
it is hopeful
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
no longer writing in the third person
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Today I felt like starting
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
kind of mythopoesis
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
Lift Analysis
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
its good short few pages
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
ion