He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

I Write Goodbye Letter

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

like first name


Style

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It Will Get Lighter

god being the centre magnet

i have read not even 1 book


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Thank you, Jack

lol

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it


Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

not so on: yvf(wthw)

...



it is hopeful

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

we can only engage in such a way