is everyoneback on tumblr now

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

god being the centre magnet

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

abrar?

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its good short few pages

this will be about a slug

bro i read nothing in my life

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i dont understand magnetisation

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

currently

and the fake qualifier

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

have you read

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you have a beautiful account btw

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

its good

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like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Slug

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT