Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

was it worth it

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

division of reality is straying away from it

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

its performative

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

its good

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

thank you

i understand