And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

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no longer writing in the third person

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

hiding from the rain

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Better Lift

which magnetises chains of pins

its performative

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so an active mazelike process

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i have read not even 1 book

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

propensity within someone

so at the end

or never left

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

send your tumblr

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate