the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
no longer writing in the third person
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
kind of mythopoesis
Today I felt like starting
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
feel you
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
idk
its performative
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
so at the end
we can only engage in such a way
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magnetisation/form
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
yeah
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet