no longer writing in the third person

feel you

and the fake qualifier

It Will Get Lighter

...

fw

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

so the method has to be autonomous

its performative

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

all that is to say

December 2025

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Today I felt like starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

so at the end

like magnets

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

2 (actually index). two is company

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Style

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos