we need to be deconstructing our identities

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

and the fake qualifier

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

isaac newton

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

like first name

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

so the method has to be autonomous

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

not their contents

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

you cannot feed someone truth

plato

magnetisation/form

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Today I felt like starting

as in

propensity within someone

what do you think my name is

what do you mean

i really havent

i understand

"Put a blanket."