yeah

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

that looks like my instagram account

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

lol

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

but really the thing should be autonomous

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Rain, starting

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

It Will Get Lighter

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i see a website

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

much more tactility

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

in a post. I want to be remembered

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter