think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we need to be deconstructing our identities

your feed looks like my tumblr

i want to do that too

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

so at the end

much more tactility

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

you cannot feed someone truth

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Thank you, Jack

as in

idk


i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

is this you as well

yeah

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

abrar?

like first name

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

i really havent

no like which do people call me

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful