theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

all that is to say

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

division of reality is straying away from it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

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we can only engage in such a way

is this you as well

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Lift Analysis

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

bro i read nothing in my life

like magnets

abrar?

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

hiding from the rain

what do you think my name is

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.