the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

like first name

its good

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

send your tumblr

whats your name?

no like which do people call me

your feed looks like my tumblr

magnetisation/form

ahnaf abrar

we need to be deconstructing our identities

so at the end

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

Better Lift


i dont understand magnetisation

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying


There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

the site i am dreaming

all that is to say

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

it is hopeful

and the fake qualifier