it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

is this you as well

yeah

i want to do that too

like first name

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf abrar

bro i read nothing in my life

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

and the fake qualifier

abrar?

magnetisation/form

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

plato

isaac newton

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

so the method has to be autonomous

i understand

so an active mazelike process

not their contents

i have read not even 1 book

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

Lift Analysis

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

that looks like my instagram account

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."