bro i read nothing in my life

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter

Slug

Today I felt like starting

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Can I see

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

wait what is that

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

your feed looks like my tumblr

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

the site i am dreaming

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

autonomy of learning

but really the thing should be autonomous

i see a website

plato

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

god being the centre magnet