its performative

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24


Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.


i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Better Lift

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

ahnaf abrar

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

kind of mythopoesis

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

send link

barren land


much more tactility

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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