the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
in a post. I want to be remembered
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
but i respect your search
December 2025
...
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
so an active mazelike process
and the fake qualifier
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you