Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

abrar?

you cannot feed someone truth

and the fake qualifier

its performative

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetisation/form

so at the end

that looks like my instagram account

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

as in

idk

not their contents

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i have read not even 1 book

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i really havent

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Thank you, Jack

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Put a blanket."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the site i am dreaming

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.