its good short few pages

all that is to say

so at the end

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

wait what is that

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

not their contents

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

so the method has to be autonomous

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


division of reality is straying away from it

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

...

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people


i want to do that too

and the fake qualifier

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.