She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Thank you, Jack
no longer writing in the third person
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
autonomy of learning
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
we can only engage in such a way
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
no i haven't really read anything
much more tactility
feel you