I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


"Put a blanket."
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41


It Will Get Lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day. I created this site.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

what do you think my name is

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation


god being the centre magnet

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet