I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

hiding from the rain


Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

isaac

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone truth


all that is to say

as in

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

division of reality is straying away from it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it is hopeful

we can only engage in such a way

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

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