Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i see a website

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me


i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

IWGD

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

was it worth it

as in

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone truth