It Will Get Lighter

lol yea

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

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13, H, grate

no like which do people call me

lol

or never left

is this you as well

magnetises a pin

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

thank you

ahnaf abrar

god being the centre magnet

that looks like my instagram account

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

ion

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

your feed looks like my tumblr