i really havent

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

I am below everything.

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Can I see

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"Put a blanket."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak