okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

"Put a blanket."

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

division of reality is straying away from it

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

currently

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so at the end

Better Lift

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41