I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Today I felt like starting

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

But seriously, thank you, Jack

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

no i haven't really read anything

whats your name?

it is hopeful

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

have you read

was it worth it

i was tempted to lie about my name

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i dont understand magnetisation

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

feel you

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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