the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

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It Will Get Lighter

as in

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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this will be about a slug

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

its good

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike