December 2025

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

i want to do that too

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

or never left

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

which magnetises chains of pins

i understand

god being the centre magnet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

1

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i love it here

Today I felt like starting

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

propensity within someone

its performative