Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

Better Lift

i understand

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

like first name

no i haven't really read anything

which magnetises chains of pins

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

magnetises a pin

it is hopeful

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

bro i read nothing in my life

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

plato

i love it here

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

its performative

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

lol

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

its good