all that is to say

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Rain, starting

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Lift Analysis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Better Lift

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

autonomy of learning

which magnetises chains of pins

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Worse Lift

i dont understand magnetisation

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

magnetisation/form

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

magnetises a pin

have you read

its performative