like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

kind of mythopoesis

currently

i was tempted to lie about my name

Rain, starting

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

idk

magnetisation/form

but really the thing should be autonomous

not their contents

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

It Will Get Lighter

not so on: yvf(wthw)

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

December 2025

i really havent

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

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