Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the
dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh
meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator
consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise
this is going to be awful.
Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by
social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak
in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think
I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or
emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider
this the founding document of iw.gl
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
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They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks
for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.
I Write Goodbye Letter