I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

division of reality is straying away from it

so the method has to be autonomous

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

and the fake qualifier

2 (actually index). two is company

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

much more tactility

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

It Will Get Lighter

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

or never left

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

that looks like my instagram account

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17