Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
propensity within someone
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells
me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I
thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Better Lift
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create
within and also produce works from.
i was tempted to lie about my name
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
division of reality is straying away from it
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent
real but its very manifestation
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
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She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen.
I go inside.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
