with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the site i am dreaming

It's dusk in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox. It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache. I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i see a website

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

currently

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

hiding from the rain