it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

really i want the internet

Worse Lift

Rain, starting

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

but really the thing should be autonomous

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

December 2025

I Write Goodbye Letter

wait what is that

was it worth it

...

bro i read nothing in my life

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

abrar?

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i understand

so the method has to be autonomous