you cannot feed someone truth

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

lol

that looks like my instagram account

like first name

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

is this you as well

Rain, starting

so the method has to be autonomous

ahnaf abrar

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

yeah

i was tempted to lie about my name

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

lol yea

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

but really the thing should be autonomous

i want to do that too

so at the end

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

its performative