confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

and the fake qualifier

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

no longer writing in the third person

hello reader,

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

2 (actually index). two is company

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

feel you