Better Lift

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It Will Get Lighter

hiding from the rain

yeah

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ion

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

plato

no like which do people call me

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
in a post. I want to be remembered

Rain, starting

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.