i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Worse Lift

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i really havent

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

i was tempted to lie about my name

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Picture

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Better Lift

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

lol yea

much more tactility

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

yes

lol

bro i read nothing in my life

your feed looks like my tumblr

yeah

idk

December 2025

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

so the method has to be autonomous

i have read not even 1 book

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

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