ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

what do you mean

send your tumblr

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

sorry i am texting like a slav

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

what do you think my name is

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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

autonomy of learning

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

its good

have you read

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

idk

13, H, grate

your feed looks like my tumblr

Today I felt like starting

no longer writing in the third person

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.