I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

god being the centre magnet

so at the end

and the fake qualifier

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

ahnaf abrar

so the method has to be autonomous

like first name

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

yeah

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

have you read

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

lol

as in

whats your name?

all that is to say

ion

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

no i haven't really read anything

idk

its good

is everyoneback on tumblr now

i have read not even 1 book

so an active mazelike process

much more tactility

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

the site i am dreaming

your feed looks like my tumblr

really i want the internet