Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

its good

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

much more tactility

that looks like my instagram account

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

division of reality is straying away from it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

we can only engage in such a way

not so on: yvf(wthw)

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bro i read nothing in my life

isaac newton

we need to be deconstructing our identities

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

really i want the internet

yeah

abrar?

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

It Will Get Lighter

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

ion

Worse Lift

i understand