Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

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yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

we can only engage in such a way

It Will Get Lighter

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

propensity within someone

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

magnetisation/form

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Better Lift

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

you have a beautiful account btw

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me