its performative


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


what do you think my name is

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

the site i am dreaming

its good

not their contents

propensity within someone

as in

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

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its good short few pages

like magnets

you cannot feed someone truth

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

so the method has to be autonomous

It Will Get Lighter

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

"Put a blanket."

i dont understand magnetisation

we can only engage in such a way